Not guilty, not…

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Antielle, Exposeur, Gorgeous Dolls, IKON, Lelutka mesh head, maitreya, Not guilty, Padded room, Psycho, Zibska

Like a small boat
On the ocean
Sending big waves
Into motion
Like how a single word
Can make a heart open
I might only have one match
But I can make an explosionAnd all those things I didn’t say
Wrecking balls inside my brain
I will scream them loud tonight
Can you hear my voice this time?

This is my fight song
Take back my life song
Prove I’m alright song
My power’s turned on
Starting right now I’ll be strong
I’ll play my fight song
And I don’t really care if nobody else believes
‘Cause I’ve still got a lot of fight left in me

Losing friends and I’m chasing sleep
Everybody’s worried about me
In too deep
Say I’m in too deep (in too deep)
And it’s been two years
I miss my home
But there’s a fire burning in my bones
Still believe
Yeah, I still believe

And all those things I didn’t say
Wrecking balls inside my brain
I will scream them loud tonight
Can you hear my voice this time?

This is my fight song
Take back my life song
Prove I’m alright song
My power’s turned on
Starting right now I’ll be strong
I’ll play my fight song
And I don’t really care if nobody else believes
‘Cause I’ve still got a lot of fight left in me

A lot of fight left in me

Like a small boat
On the ocean
Sending big waves
Into motion
Like how a single word
Can make a heart open
I might only have one match
But I can make an explosion

This is my fight song (Hey!)
Take back my life song (Hey!)
Prove I’m alright song (Hey!)
My power’s turned on
Starting right now I’ll be strong (I’ll be strong)
I’ll play my fight song
And I don’t really care if nobody else believes
‘Cause I’ve still got a lot of fight left in me

No I’ve still got a lot of fight left in me

Credits:

• Mesh head – LeLutka/ Simone V 1.5 – by JadenArt
• Mesh body – Maitreya/ Lara v 3.4 – by Onyx LeShelle
• Skin applier – in-build of Lelutka head and Maitreya Lara body
• Eyeshadows – Zibska Lune Deux – by Zib Scaggs
• Lipstick – Zibska Vic – by Zib Scaggs
• Mesh bra and panties –  from Maitreya/ Lara v 3.4 – by Onyx LeShelle
• Eyes – IKON Deadshine eyes quicksilver (Frozen) – by Ikon Innovia
• Mesh nails – ~GD~Chic Macabre (for Maitreya) – by Kea Amarula
• Tattoo – antielle. Stigmata (v.0) – by Kaorinette
• Headpiece and collar – Zibska Euler (@ J&A Expo 2016) – by Zib Scaggs
• Poses – Exposeur/ Padded Room – by RubyStarlight Writer

Don’t hurt me… My heart is still beating

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Angel Rock, Antielle, Dark goth, Dirty Princess, Evil, Exile hair, Ghost, Halloween, HUSH skins, ieQED, maitreya, NRage

Most of us used to think evil creations have no heart or soul, but had before, maybe they still have a little humanity deep inside, who knows? I decided to give my evil ava a little soul and heart. Can you feel her pain and lend a helping hand?

 

“Bring Me To Life”
(feat. Paul McCoy)

How can you see into my eyes like open doors?
Leading you down into my core where I’ve become so numb
Without a soul my spirit’s sleeping somewhere cold
Until you find it there and lead it back home

(Wake me up)
Wake me up inside
(I can’t wake up)
Wake me up inside
(Save me)
Call my name and save me from the dark
(Wake me up)
Bid my blood to run
(I can’t wake up)
Before I come undone
(Save me)
Save me from the nothing I’ve become

Now that I know what I’m without
You can’t just leave me
Breathe into me and make me real
Bring me to life

(Wake me up)
Wake me up inside
(I can’t wake up)
Wake me up inside
(Save me)
Call my name and save me from the dark
(Wake me up)
Bid my blood to run
(I can’t wake up)
Before I come undone
(Save me)
Save me from the nothing I’ve become

Bring me to life
(I’ve been living a lie, there’s nothing inside)
Bring me to life

Frozen inside without your touch
Without your love, darling
Only you are the life among the dead

All this time I can’t believe I couldn’t see
Kept in the dark but you were there in front of me
I’ve been sleeping a thousand years it seems
Got to open my eyes to everything
Without a thought, without a voice, without a soul
Don’t let me die here
There must be something more
Bring me to life

(Wake me up)
Wake me up inside
(I can’t wake up)
Wake me up inside
(Save me)
Call my name and save me from the dark
(Wake me up)
Bid my blood to run
(I can’t wake up)
Before I come undone
(Save me)
Save me from the nothing I’ve become

Bring me to life
(I’ve been living a lie, there’s nothing inside)
Bring me to life

Credits:

• Skin and eyes – [HUSH] Alice Haunted – by Hush Darkrose
• Mesh body – Maitreya Lara V 3.4 – by Onyx LeShelle
• Lashes – Angel Rock ADVANCED LASHES STANDARD FIT – by Anzhela Karsin
• Tattoo –  antielle. Stigmata (v.0) (@ We ❤ Roleplay) – by Kaorinette
• Hair – Exile /Wild At Heart – by Kavar Cleanslate
• Mesh claws – ieQED talon.ring.set.gold (@ We ♥ Roleplay) – by SigiFaust
• Outfit – ::Dirty Princess:: Miami Bitch white –  by Skyler Lebed
• Pose –  NRage F-GN3Rvrs – by Foxx Pawpad

I’ve trusted…

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Antielle, Blood, Broken Angel, Dia de los muertos, EVE, IKON, Lumae, NRage Studio Poses, Sandess, tableu vivant, WIngs

 

A little bit sadness in my post today. Sometimes you feel depressed or just upset, the ways you try to avoid such periods can be different. In my case, I prefer to listen music or play it. I like this song very much, perfomance of it, great voice, deep meaning of the lyrics and, of course, amazing melody

I’ve been here before
But always hit the floor
I’ve spent a lifetime running
And I always get away
But with you I’m feeling something
That makes me want to stay

I’m prepared for this
I never shoot to miss
But I feel like a storm is coming
If I’m gonna make it through the day
Then there’s no more use in running
This is something I gotta face

If I risk it all
Could you break my fall?
How do I live? How do I breathe?
When you’re not here I’m suffocating
I want to feel love, run through my blood
Tell me is this where I give it all up?
For you I have to risk it all
Cause the writing’s on the wall

A million shards of glass
That haunt me from my past
As the stars begin to gather
And the light begins to fade
When all hope begins to shatter
Know that I won’t be afraid

If I risk it all
Could you break my fall?

How do I live? How do I breathe?
When you’re not here I’m suffocating
I want to feel love, run through my blood
Tell me is this where I give it all up?
For you I have to risk it all
Cause the writing’s on the wall

The writing’s on the wall

How do I live? How do I breathe?
When you’re not here I’m suffocating
I want to feel love, run through my blood
Tell me is this where I give it all up?
How do I live? How do I breathe?
When you’re not here I’m suffocating
I want to feel love, run through my blood
Tell me is this where I give it all up?
For you I have to risk it all
Cause the writing’s on the wall

Credits:

• Mesh body – *!* EVE doll-box Olie –v8.4  Slim – by Ginger Chevalier
• Mesh head – *!* EVE‘olution-head-#2-Beta – by Ginger Chevalier
• Skin applier –*~ Lumae ~*Adore/ Lilith – by Lumiya Rae
• Makeup applier – *!* EVE-olution Dia de los muertos 1 – by Ginger Chevalier
• Eyes – IKON Odyssey Eyes/ Clarity – by Ikon Innovia
• Tattoo – antielle. Stigmata (v.0) (@ We ❤ Roleplay) – by Kaorinette
• Hair – ~Tableau Vivant~ Hatsuhi hair – by M4ri1yn Magic
• Pose – {NR} Sculpted – by Foxx Pawpad