I just wanted to love you…

Tags

Addams, Broken heart, CATWA, Cry, Del May, Essenz, Hurt, IKON, L'etre, LeLutka, maitreya, Missing, Rain, Sadness

Ahora si te hecho de menos
Ahora que si me lo creo
Me duele vivir y pensar que elegi
en vez del cielo el infiernoQue si se extranan tus besos
Que si me muero por dentro
Me alejo de ti hacia la obscuridad
y en el fango me encuentro

La verdad estoy mal
El sufrir, es gritar

Si me haces falta
Tu me haces falta
Si te recuerdo, te extrano, te siento en el alma

Si me haces falta
Tu me haces falta
Si me arrepiento, me odio, estoy desesperada

Desesperada, estoy aqui desesperada
Ahora si te hecho de menos
Ahora si estoy hecha menos
Ahora si puedo sentir toda la soledad
que tanto y tanta?? da miedo

Que si te extrano te pienso
Que si el dolor es intenso
El sobrevivir de la batalla final
Es cruzar el desierto

La verdad, estoy mal
El sufrir, es gritar

[Repetir Coro 2x

Credits:

• Mesh head – CATWA Head Gwen V 4.6 – by Catwa Clip
• Mesh body – Maitreya/ Lara v 3.5 – by Onyx LeShelle
• Skin applier – L’Etre Cintia [Sandy] (@ Whimsical ) – by Dam1710
• Eyes – IKON Promise Eyes/ Paradise – by Ikon Innovia
• Hair – LeLutka/ Alma hair/Swish – by Thora Charron
• Mesh coat – Addams/Janis Winter Coat/ Dark Grey – by AmaliaRainwood
• Jeans – Addams/ Lixie Ripped Skinny Jean & Chain Belt/ Black – by AmaliaRainwood
• Shoes – Essenz/ Utah/ Olive Gray (Valentines Gift) – by Senzati0n Domenitzo
• Poses (pics 1-3) – DM/ Brave face – by Del May
• Poses (pics 4,5) – DM/ Becoming extinct – by Del May
• Poses (pics 6,7) – DM/  What now? – by Del May

Thanks for making me a fighter

Tags

Addams, AKEYO, Boyish, Clemmm, Dura Hair, Fighter, HUSH skins, Ma Vie, maitreya, MANDALA, PourQuoiPas Tattoos, Sci-fi, Urban

[Spoken:]
After all you put me through,
You think I’d despise you,
But in the end I wanna thank you,
‘Cause you’ve made me that much stronger

Well I, I thought I knew you, thinkin’ that you were true
Guess I, I couldn’t trust called your bluff time is up
‘Cause I’ve had enough
You were there by my side, always down for the ride
But your joy ride just came down in flames ’cause your greed sold me out in shame

After all of the stealing and cheating you probably think that I hold resentment for you
But uh uh, oh no, you’re wrong
‘Cause if it wasn’t for all that you tried to do, I wouldn’t know
Just how capable I am to pull through
So I wanna say thank you
‘Cause it

[Chorus:]
Makes me that much stronger
Makes me work a little bit harder
It makes me that much wiser
So thanks for making me a fighter
Made me learn a little bit faster
Made my skin a little bit thicker
Makes me that much smarter
So thanks for making me a fighter

Never saw it coming, all of your backstabbing
Just so you could cash in on a good thing before I’d realize your game
I heard you’re going round playing the victim now
But don’t even begin feeling I’m the one to blame
‘Cause you dug your own grave
After all of the fights and the lies ’cause you’re wanting to haunt me
But that won’t work anymore, no more,
It’s over
‘Cause if it wasn’t for all of your torture
I wouldn’t know how to be this way now and never back down
So I wanna say thank you
‘Cause it

[Chorus]

How could this man I thought I knew
Turn out to be unjust so cruel
Could only see the good in you
Pretended not to see the truth
You tried to hide your lies, disguise yourself
Through living in denial
But in the end you’ll see
YOU-WON’T-STOP-ME

I am a fighter and I
I ain’t gonna stop
There is no turning back
I’ve had enough

[Chorus]

You thought I would forget
But I remembered
‘Cause I remembered
I remembered
You thought I would forget
I remembered
‘Cause I remembered
I remembered

[Chorus]

Credits:

• Skin – [HUSH] Amber2/ Makeup5/ Butter – by Hush Darkrose
• Mesh body – Maitreya/ Lara v 3.5 – by Onyx LeShelle
• Face blood – Clemmm/ Nosebleed .7 (@ Hentai Fair 2016) – by Clem Velinov
• Tattoo – PourQuoiPas Tattoo “Drive” – by Enzime Portal
• Mesh ears – [MANDALA] STEKING EARS Season 5 – by Kikunosuke Eel
• Hair– Dura/ Boys&Girls 57 (Black) – by Chiaki Xue
• Top – Addams/ Andromeda Top/ Black – by AmaliaRainwood
• Jeans – Addams/ Lixie Ripped Skinny Jean & Chain Belt/ Black – by AmaliaRainwood
• Sneakers – AKEYO/ Zupra – by Artoo Magneto
• Poses (with guns) – Ma Vie/ Action Loaded (@Collabor88) – by Mavi Beck

Wanna be your victim, ready for abduction

Tags

Addams, BRII, CATWA, Deadwool, EPOS, Exile hair, Forbidden love, Glam Affair, IKON, L'etre, Lelutka mesh head, maitreya, Nantra, NeuroLab Inc, PurePoison, Space, tableu vivant, The skinnery, Truth or Dare Addair, Zibska, [evoLove] poses

You’re so hypnotizing
Could you be the devil?
Could you be an angel?

Your touch magnetizing
Feels like I am floating
Leaves my body glowing

They say, be afraid
You’re not like the others
Futuristic lover
Different DNA
They don’t understand you

[Pre-Chorus]
You’re from a whole ‘nother world
A different dimension
You open my eyes
And I’m ready to go
Lead me into the light

Kiss me, ki-ki-kiss me
Infect me with your love and
Fill me with your poison

Take me, ta-ta-take me
Wanna be a victim
Ready for abduction

Boy, you’re an alien
Your touch so foreign
It’s supernatural
Extraterrestrial

[Verse 2]
You’re so supersonic
Wanna feel your powers
Stun me with your lasers
Your kiss is cosmic
Every move is magic

[Pre-Chorus]
You’re from a whole ‘nother world
A different dimension
You open my eyes
And I’m ready to go
Lead me into the light

[Chorus]
Kiss me, ki-ki-kiss me
Infect me with your love and
Fill me with your poison

Take me, ta-ta-take me
Wanna be a victim
Ready for abduction

Boy, you’re an alien
Your touch so foreign
It’s supernatural
Extraterrestrial

[Bridge]
This is transcendental
On another level
Boy, you’re my lucky star

I wanna walk on your wave length
And be there when you vibrate
For you I’ll risk it all
All

[Chorus]
Kiss me, ki-ki-kiss me
Infect me with your love and
Fill me with your poison

Take me, ta-ta-take me
Wanna be a victim
Ready for abduction

Boy, you’re an alien
Your touch so foreign
It’s supernatural
Extraterrestrial

Extraterrestrial
Extraterrestrial

Boy, you’re an alien
Your touch so foreign
It’s supernatural
Extraterrestrial

Credits:

LADYBLANCE

• Mesh head – LeLutka/ Simone V 1.5 – by JadenArt
• Mesh body – Maitreya/ Lara v 3.4 – by Onyx LeShelle
• Skin applier – Glam Affair/ Ruth [ Jamaica ] (was at Collabor88) – by Aida Ewing
• Eyes – IKON Deadshine eyes quicksilver (Frozen) – by Ikon Innovia
• Hair – Tableau Vivant/ Cristal (was at Collabor88)– by M4ri1yn Magic
• Horns – Zibska ~ Daimhin – by Zib Scaggs
• Mesh glasses – [NeurolaB Inc.] VISOR EXO-7 V.1.0.5 – by Ono Zinner
• Bodice – Addams/ Lupe Disco Body/ Holographic (was at Collabor88)– by AmaliaRainwood
• Boots –  Pure Poison/Hola Boots (was at Collabor88)– by Shaleene Kenin
• Cyber arms – [NeurolaB Inc.] Cyber Arm X-2 Holopad V.3.0 – by Ono Zinner
• Poses (pics 1,3,5) – {NanTra} Defying Gravity – by NanTra
• Poses (pics 2,4,6) – [evoLove] Forbidden Love (@ Truth or Dare Affair) – by Evoloveposes

MrBlance

• Mesh head – Catwa  Jackson– by Catwa Clip
• Head skin applier – [theSkinnery] Hugh/ Sandy (was at Collabor88)– by Umazuma Metaluna
• Mesh body – EPOS/ Achilles – by Adele Bumblefoot
• Body skin applier –  L’Etre Homme/ Omega Body Appliers [Sandy] – by Dam1710
• Beard and mustache – [Deadwool] Full beard/ black – by Masa Plympton
• Hair – ::Exile:: Rogue – by Kavar Cleanslate
• Outfit –  BRII Underground *ROBERT CAPTAIN PILOT STYLE COMPLET OUTFIT FOR MEN* – by BRIANNA Passiflora
• Poses (pics 1,3,5) – {NanTra} Defying Gravity – by NanTra
• Poses (pics 2,4,6) – [evoLove] Forbidden Love (@ Truth or Dare Affair) – by Evoloveposes

J’ai trouvé mon étoile, Je l’ai suivie un instant sous le vent

Tags

Addams, Belleza, CATWA, Exile hair, Gorgeous Dolls, IKON, Merlific, Swallow, Windy, [evoLove] poses

Et si tu crois que j’ai eu peur, c’est faux
Je donne des vacances a mon coeur, un peu de repos
Et si tu crois que j’ai eu tord, attends
Respire un peu le souffle d’or qui me pousse en avant

Et, fais comme si j’avais pris la mer
J’ai sorti la grande voile et j’ai glisse sous le vent
Fais comme si je quittais la terre
J’ai trouve mon etoile, je l’ai suivie un instant

Sous le vent
Et si tu crois que c’est fini, jamais
C’est juste une pause, un repit apres les dangers
Et si tu crois que je t’oubli, ecoute
Ouvre ton port aux vents de la nuit, ferme les yeux

Et fais comme si j’avais pris la mer
J’ai sorti la grande voile et j’ai glissee sous le vent
Fais comme si je quittais la terre
J’ai trouve mon etoile, je l’ai suivie un instant

Sous le vent
Et si tu crois que c’est fini, jamais
(Sous le vent)
C’est juste une pause, un repit apres les dangers

Fais comme si j’avais pris la mer
J’ai sorti la grande voile et j’ai glisse sous le vent
Fais comme si je quittais la terre
J’ai trouve mon etoile, je l’ai suivie un instant

Fais comme si j’avais pris la mer
J’ai sorti la grande voile et j’ai glisse sous le vent
Fais comme si je quittais la terre
J’ai trouve mon etoile, je l’ai suivie un instant
Sous le vent, sous le vent

 

Credits:

• Mesh head – CATWA Head Gwen V 4.5 (early release) – by Catwa Clip
• Mesh body – -Belleza- Freya V3 – by Tricky Boucher
• Skin applier – -Belleza- Kiera/ Tan – by Shyla Diggs
• Eyes – IKON Odyssey Eyes/ Clarity – by Ikon Innovia
• Piercing –  ^^Swallow^^ Tribal Face Piercing/ Black (@ Oh My Gacha)  – by luciayes Magic
• Mesh nails – ~GD~Chic Macabre (for Belleza) – by Kea Amarula
• Hair – ::Exile:: Memory Bliss – by Kavar Cleanslate
• Top – Addams/ Andromeda Top/ Black – by AmaliaRainwood
• Skirt – *Merlific*  Mandy Skirt/ CROSS [FREYA] (@ Kinky Monthly, starts 25th Jan) – by Merl2010
• Pose – [evoLove] Windy Moment – by Evoloveposes

Do I have to say the words?

Tags

Addams, Blueberry, CATWA, Exile hair, Fashiowl Poses, Glitzz, Gorgeous Dolls, HUSH skins, IKON, MUSCHI, Phone, PourQuoiPas Tattoos, Slink, Swallow

Rescue me from the mire
Whisper words of desire
Rescue me – darling rescue me
With your arms open wide
Want you here by my side
Come to me – darling rescue me
When this world’s closing in
There’s no need to pretend
Set me free – darling rescue me

I don’t wanna let you go
So I’m standing in your way
I never needed anyone like

I’m needin’ you today

Do I have to say the words?
Do I have to tell the truth?
Do I have to shout it out?
Do I have to say a prayer?
Must I prove to you

how good we are together?
Do I have to say the words

Rescue me from despair
Tell me you will be there
Rescue me – darlin’ rescue me

Every dream that we share
Every cross that we bear
Come to me – darlin’ rescue me

Credits:

• Mesh head – CATWA Head Gwen V 4.5 (early release) – by Catwa Clip
• Mesh body – Slink/ Physique hourglass- by Siddean Munro
• Mesh hands – Slink/ Gesture- by Siddean Munro
• Skin applier – [HUSH] Jasmine/ Makeup1/ Creamy– by Hush Darkrose
• Tattoo – PourQuoiPas/Etin full – by Enzime Portal
• Eyes – IKON Odyssey Eyes/ Clarity – by Ikon Innovia
• Hair – ::Exile:: Touch so Warm – by Kavar Cleanslate
• Piercing – ^^Swallow^^ Tribal Face Piercing/ Black (@ Oh My Gacha)  – by luciayes Magic
• Earrings – ^^Swallow^^ Individual earring/E (@ Oh My Gacha)  – by luciayes Magic
• Mesh nails – ~GD~Chic Macabre (for Slink) – by Kea Amarula
• Top – Addams/ Andromeda Top/ Black – by AmaliaRainwood
• Skirt – Blueberry/Bisquit Zipped Skirt – by Blueberryxx
• Mesh phone – MUSCHI MyPhone  – by  DeboraStineSL
• Mesh phone cover –[Glitzz] Cover/ Crystals/ White Kitty RARE – by Lissa Bohm
• Poses – = Fashiowl Poses =   Telephone (@ GEN-Neutral) – by Goizane

La mia voce, senti, il suo dolor…o no?

Tags

Addams, Amitei Poses, Collabor88, Holographic, HUSH skins, LeLutka, Lelutka mesh head, maitreya, PurePoison, Space love, Swallow, Zibska, [evoLove] poses

Quel cuor perdesti
Per un miraggio
Quel cuor tradisti
Odiar di più, non puó !
La mia voce, senti
Il suo dolor… o no ?
La tua sparí
E io, pazza, t’aspetto !

Dimenticar…
O non più vivere
Ormai, salvo…
La notte… la notte… la notte…
Ah !…

Spente le stelle
Col pallido raggio di luna
Piange l’amore
Che si lancia come l’onda poi se ne va
Vuota, la notte
E la sua speranza breve
Ora sgorga l’amaro pianto
Un cuor ferito, disperato passa qua

Dunque fuggisti
I sogni vuoti
Dunque perdersi
I brevi vortici

Dimenticar ( etc… )

Spente le stelle ( etc… )

Credits:

• Mesh head – LeLutka/ Simone V 1.4 – by JadenArt
• Mesh body – Maitreya/ Lara v 3.4 – by Onyx LeShelle
• Skin applier – [HUSH] Jasmine/ Makeup4/ Milk– by Hush Darkrose
• Lipstick applier – [HUSH] Peach Please/ Milk – by Hush Darkrose
• Piercing – ^^Swallow^^ Tribal Face Piercing/ Black (@ Oh My Gacha)  – by luciayes Magic
• Hair – Zibska ~ Hyperion – by Zib Scaggs
• Glasses – [sYs] PULSAR/ soundglasses – by Systi Cisse
• Bodice –  Addams/ Lupe Disco Body/ Holographic (@Collabor88) – by AmaliaRainwood
• Boots – Pure Poison/Hola Boots (@Collabor88) – by Shaleene Kenin
• Poses (pics 1,3) – Amitie/ Pose Magazine 08 (@ On9) – by Susi Firanelli
• Poses (pics 2,4,5) –  [evoLove] Dance with me 2 (Gift) (@ Pose Lover Event) – by Evoloveposes

Perfect rain for my evening

Tags

Addams, Ayashi, Belleza, Evening, Fashiowl Poses, Gaeline Creations, IKON, KC couture, Love rain, Rain, rainy, TULI

Credits:

• Skin and makeup – [:T:] Sayuri/ powder (black)/ 09 dimples – by Tuli Asturias
• Mesh body – -Belleza- Venus V3 – by Tricky Boucher
• Mesh teeth – [:T:] Teeth HUD – by Tuli Asturias
• Eyes – IKON Destiny Eyes/ Maya- by Ikon Innovia
• Hair – [^.^Ayashi^.^] Soul– by Ikira Frimon
• Lashes – *GA* Mesh Lashes Magnificia – by Gael Streeter
• Coat – Addams/Janis Winter Coat/ Dark Grey (@ ~Uber~) – by AmaliaRainwood
• Jeans –  Addams/ Lixie Ripped Skinny Jean & Chain Belt/ Black – by AmaliaRainwood
• Mesh boots – -KC- Yeti boots– by Klari55a
• Poses (with head umbrella) – = Fashiowl Poses =  I love rain (female) – by Goizane

They say time heals all wounds…I have a lot of wounds. Not enough time.

Tags

Addams, ADN, Ayashi, Belleza, Glam Affair, IKON, Kunst, Lelutka mesh head, Ninety, Oddity, Tuty's

 

Credits: 

• Mesh head – LeLutka/ Simone V 1.4 – by JadenArt
• Mesh body – -Belleza- Venus V3 – by Tricky Boucher
• Skin applier – Glam Affair/ Ruth [ Jamaica ] (@ Collabor88) – by Aida Ewing
• Eyes – IKON Destiny Eyes/ Maya- by Ikon Innovia
• Hair – [^.^Ayashi^.^] Bekhi – by Ikira Frimon
• Mesh bag – Ninety/ ToteBag Winter Plaid (@ Kustom9) – by ZombieHill
• Cigarette – [ kunst ] Cigarette (@ ~Uber~) – by Kunst Himmel
• Mesh coat – Addams/Janis Winter Coat/ Dark Grey (@ ~Uber~) – by AmaliaRainwood
• Mesh jeans – from [ADN] WAIT IT OUT – by Adabetha Nayl
• Mesh boots – ODDITY Casey – by Oddity 3D
• Poses (pics 1-5) – Tuty’s Iconic girl – by Tutys